Stories in an Almost Classical Mode [Harold Brodkey] on I will say, with some seriousness, that “Innocence” is not only one of the most gutsy. Complete summary of Aaron Roy Weintraub’s Innocence. Unlike many of Brodkey’s short stories collected in Stories in an Almost Classical . Harold Brodkey. Harold Brodkey (October 25, – January 26, ), born Aaron Roy Weintraub, was an American short-story writer and novelist.
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Life of Mary MacLane. Circle what it is you want. Not really talking about women, just Diane. Different from other winters. Of her own accord. Simone Weil’s vague threat. A fresh coat of paint. Told to believe in the grind. Seven weeks of food.
Dorothy Thompson in Vienna. Never ask if he misses us. A fragment or a scrap. If she brodksy to skate. Orra Perkins was a senior. Her looks were like a force that struck you. Truly, people on first meeting her often involuntarily lifted their arms as if about to fend off the brightness of the apparition. She was a somewhat scrawny, tuliplike girl of middling height. To see her in sunlight was to see Marxism die.
I’m harolf the only one that said that. It was because seeing someone in actuality who had such a high immediate worth meant you had to decide whether such personal distinction has a right to exist or if she belonged to the state and ought to be shadowed in, reduced in scale, made lesser, laughed at. Also, it was the case that you had to be rich harlld famous to set your hands on her; she could not fail to be a trophy, and the question was whether the trophy had to be awarded on economic and political grounds or whether chance could enter in.
I was a senior, too, and ironic. I had no money. I was without lineage. It seemed to me Orra was proof that life was a terrifying phenomenon of surface immediacy. She made any idea Yarold had of psychological normalcy or of justice absurd since normalcy was innodence as admirable or as desirable as Orra; or rather she was normalcy and everything else was a falling off, a falling below; and justice was inconceivable if she, or someone equivalent to her if there was an unnocence once you had seen her, would not sleep with you.
In the last spring of our being undergraduates, I finally got her. We had agreed to meet in my room, to get a little drunk cheaply before going out of dinner. I left the door unlatched; and I lay naked on my bed under a sheet.
When she knocked on the door, I said, “Come in,” and she did. She began to chatter right away, to complain that I was still in bed; she seemed to think I’d been taking a nap jnnocence had forgotten to wake btodkey in time to get ready for her arrival. I said, “I’m innocenxe, Orra, under this sheet. I’ve been waiting for you.
I haven’t been asleep. Her face went empty. She said, “Damn you–why couldn’t you wait? I was amazed that she was so docile; and then I saw that is was maybe partly that she didn’t want to risk saying no to me–she didn’t haarold me to be hurt and difficult, she didn’t want me to explode; she had a kind of hope of making me happy so that I’d then appreciate her and be happy with her and let her know me: I’m putting it badly.
But her not being able to say no protected me from having so great a fear of sexual failure that I would not have been able to be worried about her pleasure, or to be concerned about her in bed. She was very amateurish and uninformed in bed, which touched me.
It was really sort of poor sex; she didn’t come or even feel much that I could see. Afterwards, lying besides her, I thought of her eight or ten or fifteen lovers harood afraid of her, afraid to tell harlld anything about sex in case they might be wrong. But what Brldkey did for the rest of that night–we stayed up all night; we talked, we quarreled for a while, we confessed various things, we argued about sex, we fucked again the second one was a little better — I treated her with the justice with which I’d treat a boy my age, a young haeold, and with a rather exact or measured patience and tolerance, as if she were a paraplegic and had spent her life in a wheelchair and was tired of sentiment.
I showed her no sentiment at all. I figured she’d been asphyxiated by the sentiments and sentimentality of people impressed by her looks. She was beautiful and frightened and empty and shy and alone and wounded and invulnerable like a cripple: It was a fairly complicated, partly witty thing to do.
It meant I could not respond to her beauty but had to ignore it. She was a curious sort of girl; she had a great deal of isolation in her, isolation as a woman.
It meant that when she said something on the brodky of “You’re very defensive,” Harols had to be a debater, her equal, take her seriously, and say, “How do you mean that?
I have to be defensive” and defer to her: All right, I’ll adopt that brodkkey a premise. Of course much of what we said was incoherent and nonsensical on examination, but we worked out in conversation what we meant or what we thought we meant.
I didn’t react to her in an emotional way. She wasn’t really a girl, not really quite human: I figured I had kept her from being innocenxe depressed after fucking — it’s hard for a girl with any force in her and any brains to accept the whole thing of fucking, of being fucked without trying to turn it on its end, so that she does some fucking, or some fucking up; I mean, the mere power of arousing the man so he wants to fuck isn’t enough: To be fucked when there’s no drama inherent in it, when you’re not going to rise innocejce a level of nobility and courage forever denied the male, is to be cut off from what is inherently female, bestially speaking.
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I wanted to be halfway decent company for her. I don’t know that it was natural to me. I am psychologically, profoundly, a transient. A form of trash. I am incapable of any continuing loyalty and silence; I am an informer.
But I did all right with her. It was dawn, as I said. We stood naked by the window, silently watching the light change. Finally, she said, “Are you hungry?
Do you want breakfast? She cut me off and said brpdkey a funny kind of firmness, “No! Let me go and get us something to eat. She dressed and went out and came back.
While we ate, she was silent; I said things but she had no comment to make; she ate very little; she innpcence her hands and smiled midly like some nineteenth century portrait of a handsome young mother.
Every time I looked at her, when she saw I was looking at her, she changed the expression on her face to one of absolute and undeviating welcome to me and to anything I might say. So, it had begun. She said she had never come with anyone at any time. She said it didn’t matter. She said she had never come, innocecne once in her life, and that she didn’t need to.
And that I mustn’t think about whether she came or not. I haven’t that kind of daintiness. I’m not selfish that way.
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I could see that she had prowled around in a sense and searched out men and asked them to be lovers as she had me rather than wait for them or plot to capture their attention in some subtle way; and in bed she was sexually eager and a bit more forward and less afraid than most girls, but only in an upper-middle-class frame of reference was she a sexual tigress. It seemed to me–my whole self was focused on this–that her not coming said something about what we had, that her not coming was an undeniable fact, a measure of the limits of what we had.
I did not brokey we should think we are great lovers when we weren’t. Orra said we were, that I had no idea how lousy that sex was other people had. I told her that hadn’t been my experience.
Stories in an Almost Classical Mode
Orra said that coming was a minor part of sex for a woman and was a inmocence measure of sexuality. She said it was imposed as a measure by people who knew nothing about sex and judged women childishly.
It seemed to me that she was turning a factual thing, coming, into a public relations thing.